February 6th

Tomorrow.... Hmmmm 1 year has gone by ... Did I miss u ?
Like hell .. Like hell !!

I dealt with the moments I regretted not being there with you, I dealt with the moments where I felt there couldnt be a life with out you guys... I understood your significance... I understood your speciality ... I have been patiently waiting for some sign .. that tells me ul come back .. but never got one..guess I will never get one..

It has been a living hell .. but the surprising aspect is ..we still continue living , breating ..everything still moves on .. then why havent I ? what is making me stop and not go on and see life? Why not .. I'm tired... I'm sick of asking myself these questions.. searching for these answers... sick of telling people this...

All agreed.. but still the fact remains.. for the friend I lived treasured moments with, the brother I wished for , the dude... who backed me up always.... Miss you so much Nitz, Cheta and Delhi .

May you rest in peace...

Your Bhav

New Year !!!!!

Happy New Year to one and all !!
Well my new year, wouldnt exactly regard it as one of the most exciting ones but def different....

Well.. I was among the many more who had ended up at the London Bridge and on the banks of River Thames to watch the famous fireworks of London... (from the London Eye)

It was the best I had ever seen... Every possible color was in the sky ... sky was capered with gold and silver dusts ... and ... it looked amazing...

some night it was..
Well... I want to wish all of u a very Happy New year and cheers to best and worst of 2007 !!!

Hurray !!
C u soon !!

BREAKDANCING

Man!! this art !!..is something so unique.. i started learning it a few months back....well able to do a few moves now..but not really good at it.. but the rush it gives you is something worthwhile.. ur adrenaline just bursts out.. and wham!! ur ..doing freezes, head spins, wind mills and other power moves ..( this is the jargon used.. I too was unaware of it , untill i started practising it )

Being a society at the university , we did get an opportunity to perform at a talent show .. and man !! was it amazing ...
lights , audinece, music on full blast. I have done quite a lot of performances all my life , but this was something totally different .. and memorable. We had a short 2 weeksnotice before the show, and we started prac after uni hrs allthrought the night till 11 pm. Every one trying new moves, failing to get certain moves, trying again .. lots of hard work and practise routines . As they say " Practise makes Perfect"

At last the day had arrived, all of us geared up .. to go and ..show everyone who we were..We ended up performing on the second half of the show... the wait was killing .. but guess it was worth it..Audience roared and enjoyed.. it was a sight not to be missed. It was theWestminster Break Dancing Society.
P.S. Cant wait.. to learn a new move and show off in the next performance .. whenever it is !!;-)

1 down ... 3 to go ..

Well .. yes... one part of a course work got over today .. ALl of us had to do a presentation (in grps) on an airline.. - Air Asia.(low cost subsidary airline). Analyse .. it strengths, weakness,, opportunities and threats.. possible contingency plans.. etc..

Well .. I had imagines.. all the presentation to be literally the same. but what astonishes me ..was the so many different perspectives that could be observed just within 6 groups.. It was amazing to look at some ppl keepin it neat and simple.. others reaching great depths... and all of them believed in what they were doing , I truly feel thats what counts .. in anything u do . As long as u believe it .. there is no good or bad .. its ur vision .. which ur sharing with the rest ..

It was an excellent experience.. I learnt soo much from it .. Hands off to all of them who did such a great job on it .. hope we ended up getting good marks (Gulp) ... Anyway .. time to start out on the next module..

Will catch up with u guys soon !!
C ya

Getting ready forXmas in London..

Well..my hands are gloved..Imwearing polo necked shirts... my feet are warmy covered in socks and boots .. Im on with my usual pair of weathered jeans... hmmmmmmmmm quite a different way to exeperience .. the starting of the xmas season .

I know i know..there is still another month left ..but still London is getting prepared.. With the beautiful ..chandeliers .. strung up against the streets.. the extra street lights.. and not to forget the xmas discounts.With temperatures like 4 or degreees celcius.. this is pretty much def gonna b one freezing Xmas... But ..hey ..cant wait to actually experience the real spirit of Xmas...

Ilput photos of London ..with the magic of Santa in it ..

Cya ..

I miss you...

I know you for just a few years... yet u have become a part of me... You are so far away , yet u feel so close.
Never do I care abt anyone anymore, but I do abt you. Ur what I think of every morning aft or night.
U really dodge me, by haunting ( rather clobbering) my thoughts thruout .. gimme a break !!! ( he he )
I'm addicted to you.. I miss u ..

Ok..that was a very (not so good..) sad attempt ..of writing something .Tried to get it from the heart .. dont think it came out so well...
Anyway, these days ... We no longer have time to breather, rest ..just gotta keeprunning with life... I sometimes wish there were more hrs during the day .. and there is absolutely stupid thing called sleep ..it just wont leave u !! No matter what !!! Well it this constant run to keepup , u sudddenly stop to have a moment for urself.. thats when u feel even worse.. So ..best way is..forget urself..at least for now... and dont spare yourself a moment unless and untill you know ur gonna have time to think abt it..without feeling guilty later on.

Well..thats it for.. nw..Il visit all ya blogs folks..

tc ..

better be a workoholic!!!!

ok .. before i start .. I aint one ( workoholic) ,... but i really think i must be one..the rate at which things work out here (London)..ppl are up and running to bus and tube stations.. to get going to work .. or ..watsoever .. at 4 30 in the morning .. i mean ..this is crazy ...!!! Its like bombay or sumthing ... !!

I'm lucky enough to witness all this.. me having my acc really close to a metroline..and .. the fact that i tend to get upearly ..everyone is running ..not a min.. I'm becomin like that tooo...

What ..I am quite intrigued abt is...in all this rush .. hurry .. where does one find time for oneself....or may b have a moment or 2... do they actually take out time forthemselves.. or just collapse and the end of the day .. guess il come to know soon too ..since im pretty much following the same tide of life ...

Well ..thats abt it frommy side.. c u all soon !!!!